Creative

welll now that iv done all my homework i am free to be a lazy bugga and not do nething till Tuesday which is when i go bak to skool.... bastards... by that i am refering to the commonwealth games which have screwed up the terms... i mean seriously y should we as skool students have to suffer becoz some dick thinks it would be a good time to have the games during the term and to change all the skool holidays around so that the games can go on! and becoz it stuffs around the melbourne skools it effects all the skools in Victoria so that they are not unfairly disadvantaged in the VCE thanks VCAA! so yes we have rediculos terms... i feel for the boarders i really do! a 5 week term then a 13 week term i mean how ridiculos! gah.. well neways now that im calming down again, my plan for the week is to sleep, msn, watch random arsed dvds that dad and i hired and get mum from the airport early on sunday morning! i also have to do some softball training before i go back i want to be inshape this season coz its my last season! *tears in eyes* im goin to miss softball! oh well id better go and eat something.. like brunch!

TV

well it all seems now that good tv shows r starting again and even the not so good ones are looking good as much as i hate to admit it! but all the good ones r on at night day time telly as always sucks... that and i hate cooking shows and that doesnt help! these ppl r freaks on ready steady cook btu im also not into this show so i find it easier to pay it out then to accepted and enjoy!
i must admitt i probably hate cooking shows becoz i cant cook! which means that im goin to have to marry someone who can cook!
so how is everyone goin????????
im bored noones online and my msn is being difficult at the same time... grr... i have so much homework to do and i only have 2 weeks left to do it ahahahah im stuffed lol oh well ill just make it up! but id better go study about ajax now *greek mythology crap* if neone knows nething about ancient greece or is happy to pretend to know something about it please talk to me... talk to me neway!!!
later

a day in the life of...

well holidays are always abit of a rollercoaster ride becoz u have those moments of absolute hilarity and enjoyment and that other time of utter boredom and brain numbingness... i mean dont get me wrong i love holidays coz i can be a shitty teen and hide away in my room and not do nething and then randomly leave and meet up with someone which is always enjoyable unless ur as unfortunate as morgan who was subjected to going to the hairdresser with me and then the ortho! (sorry) but we had fun after i think with the producers i thouhgt it was funny and i love will ferell after his role it was hilarious lol!

but another thing about holidays is that it seems that allof those old fights seem to creep back and are always worse then the last time u had them... i think its possibly due to boredom tho and the fact that ur living so close to eachother and u cant escape them were as for someppl skool is a place to escape like me for example becoz im there for so long and all of my other friends are there as well it means i dont have to think about my parents or doin things to please them i can do my own thing which i love and which gets me through alot lol in a sad sad way lol oh well... ok u all must know this feeling but where ever u go there seems to be a song that follows u around and at the moment i have 2 of those! its eye of the tiger and - dragostea din tea (sorry about the spelling) but yeah where ever i go they r there and they are around mainly also coz they r on my MP3 which is pretty much always on now days lol but other places as well like adds apparently and shopping centres and now even in my dreams its horrible... oh well!
hope ur all well!

Ten Thousand Fists

well iv just got back from bali and it was all good fun! i had a ball of a time! and to shock u all i didnt get sick or injured! i know how weird is that its definately a first for me!!! (r u proud of me Elizabeth) it was so good... but neways yes iv come back with a new perspective (kinda) its more of a perspective that iv been working off of for a while!

well the main thing is that im goin to try a more controlled yet relaxed thing it sounds really strange and its hard to explain but generally the idea is that instead of letting myself get stressed out and get overly depressed and all of that im going to turn to music even more then before im going back to my roots you could almost say i mean it makes perfect sense instead of taking it all out on myself and go all crazy im goin to take it out through music! now u dont have to worry im not going to start writing music or nething like that im just goin to have my cds and im just gonna blast the crap out of them and just tune out to the music, i used to do this for sure but not to the extent that im planned to go now.. i see that with my music i can use it to escape to zone out to destroy reality and live in my own domain... i think it will work itll stop me from blowing my fuse im just going to take my MP3 everywhere and ignore the world wen it beats down on me... i know alot of u probably do this like i do but this time im letting go to the music im letting the music beat the anger and hate out of me and relax me.. itll make me a more relaxed person... maybe slightly more anti social but its better this then blowing up at someone which i think iv done to everyone to some point...

i know this sounds simple and stupid but i grew up through music so im just going home in my mind.. but dont worry im not going to start wearing the dark clothes yet... ill just be a natural goth ill wear my normal clothes but ill be intuned to the music...

wat do u think? i think its gonna help me out and stop me from getting so stressed as i normally do??? ne opinions?
well neways just thought id share that with u just incase im not as social as i used to be!