hello

so yes once again in IT pretending to do my SAC this is the third one for the day so im pretty stuffed and so over stressing but i guess the good thing is that i got 2 spares and got to watch a video in english... Lantana its a dodgey movie dont watch it well its not really dodgy but its all about sex so i mean i guess that makes up for it alittle :P so yeah im pretty bored right now...
oh did anyone watch the soccer last night? i missed the goal! how shit is that? im glad we won! i think greece let us win but yeah! im kinda sad though because my favourite player wasnt on the ground Aloisi (ok i think i spelt it wrong but you should know who im talking about!)
so how is everyone? im up and down mainly more down probably just stress though but i dunno... guess ill find out after the weekend! im going for a nice long drive tomorrow in my car im going to get in get going and just go for a cruise somewhere!
its going to be awesome! I just want to get out of the house! so yeah i cant wait till school is over there is controversy once again at school and im sick of all the crap that goes on and how easily and quickly it spreads no wonder teachers have breakdowns and alot of students are stoners...god its frustrating luckily i have a good group of friends!
ahem yes sorry my litle tense and grumpy adn i cant understand this SAC! oh well atleast i have till next friday to do it so i might spend this weekend doing it when i come back from my drive and netball... i cant be stuffed to go to netball but i have to unfortunately i want sleep and i want to sleep in not to be going to run about in a skirt trying to get a ball and getting elbowed in the ribs and trodden on my toes... its not fun im serious!
well i should probably attempt to do this SAC atleast a little bit today iv made lists on excel so thats pretty good but yeah i should go!
im going to post later on CJ-Ism so yeah...
later dudes

so ladies and gentlemen how are we all? i thought i would write a new post for a new day! im actually bored as well im in IT and its a pretty good day i have IT and its IT so i get to use a computer so wheres the issue in that! then i have Australian History and we are watching a video so i mean thats pretty awesome! and slack... then i have english and i have a SAC and its pretty simple... and i only have to do it for one leson and we have already had a lesson on it already..then i have 3 spares and a free afternoon so its a good day thank god for spares....!
hmm i cant think of much else to write i have a headache and im way too stressed... i found out that my last exam is on november 8th then no more SCHOOL!!! god i think november is now my favourite month! hahahah
Its exeat weekend this weekend....which means we still have sport but its a long weekend so we get monday off thank god!
have a family thing on sunday which will be boring but it means bbq and i like bbqs....and emma will be home for that and then she heads back to Sa on monday... umm dads going away to tassie on monday and tuesday....im going for my P's on tuesday in a manual hopefully itll go well...i also have 3 SACs on tuesday and after the third one you seriously feel like your going mad some ppl have 4 SACs today i think there are going to be quite a few tears and tantrums today and i dont blame them SACs are really stressfull and i feel sorry for ppl who have more then 2 coz its such a bitch...oh well its a goood day to be away if you dont have SACs coz then you wont get yelled at for accidently doing something or not doing something or them screaming at you about them... yeah i think i might go home early today... hahah 12:30ish....
well CJ-sim is going well i will write a new post and hymn today in my spare time... dont actually know what im going to write about but im sure itll come out ok maybe a story then another hymn! there is now a chief choristic manager, Keogh because i thought that i needed someone with good music taste to give me the songs and me work the talk around them...

well i have to go to history now! later ppl!
have a Rocking day!

i wasnt sure about writing anything or not, but i felt that maybe i should say something if only a few words... today (17th) is the one year Anniversary of Tim's death and everyone (with a couple of exceptions) knew Tim and it was a tragedy to loose him and im sure for some of us the pain will still be here more so today then other days and the memories will be with us through the day i know for me they will be even though i didnt know him as well as others and definately not for as long!
but if anyone needs to talk im here for each and every one of you! hopefully we can all make it through today and move on to the tomorrow which may be a little brighter!

but i think all i can say is a quote from Thucydides "Words indeed fail one when one tries to give a general picture of the suffereing of individuals" and i think he was right! so here i shall end..please in all seriousness message me call me email me anything im here for you!

For Chantal

1. My name: Caitlin (CJ)

2. Middle name: Jane (James lol)

3. Do you smoke: No...maybe...No

4. What’s your favourite colour?: Black

5. My age?: 17

6. My birthday?: 23rd of May

7. Color Hair?: brown (naturally Auburn)

8. Color eyes?: Blue/Grey

9. Have you ever had a crush? Yes (ok who hasnt?!)

10. Whats one of you fav things to do indoors?: Msn, listen to music, play pool!

11. What’s your fav type of music?: Rock

12.What’s one of your fav things to do outdoors?: play softball, go for walks with friends, sleep on the grass on a warm day

13. Shy or outgoing? BOTH! hahahah well its true

14. Funny HAHA or funny (sarcastic)?: funny HAHA

15. Rebel or Follow the rules?: follow the rules... im a goody goody but i can get away without following the rules coz teachers love me!

16. Are you preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, snobby, or something else?: average, Wierd hahah

17. When was the last time you cried: Yesterday

18. Are your parents still together?: Yes

ARE YOU...?!!

19. Quiet or loud? Both (depends on who im with)

20. Short or Tall: Tall yay!

21. Weird or original: Definately wierd i mean my new nick name is Carnie hands so u know!

22. Smart or stupid: Smart but do Stupid things

23. Boring or Fun: Boring most of the time but when im with friends and in a good mood im fun!

24. Attractive or Unattractive: definately attractive hahahaha i used to model when i was a kid (bet u didnt know that)

25. A psycho: yeah i can be psychotic

26. Athletic: yeah i am kinda its strange heheh 4th best in the state! hahah only for shot put but still 4th best in the state!

27. A nerd: I'm doing this arent i? no im not really...

28. A slut: yeah at times

29. Ghetto: god no!

30. A *itch: if i need to be

31. Two-faced: yeah at times

32. Obnoxious: hope not!

33. Immature: yep just coz its easier then being mature all the time! and ppl find it funny!

34. Mature: hahah NO!! nah im mature when theres no one else around and or its a mature situation like with teachers or something but meh i can be at times

JUST A FEW MORE QUESTIONS

HAVE YOU EVER
35. Stolen money: Yes
36. Cheated on someone: Yes
37. Broken a bone: Yes, fingers, knee, shoulder, toes
38. Loved two people at once: yep do right now!
39. Passed out: Yep
40. Prayed: not lately
41: Made a wish: not lately

42. What do you think want to be when you grow up? umm a writer... i dont actually know probably a teacher!

43. A) Do you think you’ll get married? NO!!! listen to me ...NO...!!!

B) If you do… my alter ego!

44. Who is your best friend? tough question...RICKY!!!

45. A feature that you like about yourself? my ability to talk to anyone (i mean ANYONE!! hahah Bum on the street a few weeks ago hahah)

46. Describe yourself in one word? peculiar! ehhehehe

47. What word do you say all the time? AWESOME! or ROCKING!

hehehs o yeah thats me for you in a post of 47 questions pretty boring! well i have to go driving lesson now! ARRGHH

ITS ARRIVED

ok so you freaks...whoops i mean lovely ppl wanted me to create a religion well in my double spare i started it and i think its going to be good once i sort it all out and really get into the whole thing big big time and stuff but its pretty awesome! so yeah if you want to be a part of CJ-ism or want to know about it visit the blog and tell me what you think! www.cj-ism.blogspot.com so yeah visit if you like join if not well then i dont like you either :P heheh later dudes!

BE A CJ-IST

Casual clothes day!

Dont you just hate casual clothes day? its just one of those days where you really have to thikn about what your going to wear and actually try to look semi decent... and then you have thsoe dreaded fashion wars and the clones... where they all look alike and its frustrating... isnt it funny how much time and efort and concern comes into something that is something so small like what clothes we are wearing its crazy! its good for me coz i wear watever and my friends are like me just whatevers comfy and warm and thats all that matters, and i mean yeah we may get odd looks but meh who cares i mean atleast im wearing clean (or reasonably clean) clothes and im warm and im comfortable does it matter if its not all label stuff? and all really expensive and awesome looking? well in my opinion NO hheeheh yes so anyway today at GGS is loud shirt day so what colour am i wearing? (you may be asking yourself) im a black polo hahahaah im going emo today black polo with a black longsleeve underneath pants that are all ripped up and stuff and they are green(dark olve green) and black shoes to boot! hahah yes and i made it out of the house without any comments made by may dad! brilliant effort i thouhgt! well i dont care what others may really think about my apparel im warm and not freezing my arse off! heheh fuckers thinking that fashion is better then warmth... hahah
well i should go i have class sooner or later and on a final note.... Parent Teacher Interviews tonight AAAAARRRRGGGHHH im sooooo dead.... when i was leaving the house this morning dad said "have a really good day today make sure you enjoy yourself!" i said "why" and he said "because tonight you'll be dead" anana i just laughed and then the convo changed and i left the house in a hurried mannor... hahah well yes i should go coz my fingers are starting to ache from the cold mixed with typing...
have a good day!

Excel

Ok i just wrote a post and my computer stuffed up i mean WTF?! yes im angry i have been for a while and i dont see it as actually stopping soon (sorry morgan)
ok so im in IT right now and we are baby stepping through Excel which is ok but hell boring.. because i know how to do it already... i think most people do... like im learning new stuff for sure but i doubt ill use half of it... so iv been doing heaps of quizes on line again kinda funny... and depressing haha i did one and it was all wow ur a pessimist there is no hope for u... pretty depressing hahah
im so busy today im spose to be having three meetings at the same time at lunch... im so stressed... i have a meeting after school this arvo as well but im not going... im going home tonight... early that is... thanks god im going to be home at 4pm hahah its crazy to think that ill get home in the day light! im actually really looking forward to the end of it

the joys of a monday week A

well now that Hazye has taken the day off i get a tripple spare! yay which is good coz im so stuffed lol probably all of those sleepless nights coming back into play...grr i think im going back into my insomniac ways but im going to the doctors tonight to get a check up and stuff so yeah ill talk to him about it then and hopefully ill find out something or whatever...

so yeah i havent been up to much just school and school and sport and drving lessons coz its not long till my driving test...and then hopefully i can get my P's and cruise about Geelong (heheh G-hole) and maybe go up to melbourne or just do whatever... my parents are planning to go on holidays to Bali with Emma in june and im going to be staying at home so ill have the house and the car to myself for a week all i have to do is look after the dogs and drive mum and dad up to the airport and pick them up when they come back...pretty good deal i reckon...

hopefully the rain will hold off untill 3:30 and piss down till 5 coz then i wont have sports training... i think we r just going for a cross country run anyways but i cant be bothered and my hips still hurt from saturday... but meh if i have to train i have to train sucky but ill still do it...

right now im talking to Andre (hi Andre!!) and im writing this and thinking about playing pool...and what food im going to eat first lol... well now that iv decided to play an online game i will go!
have fun dudes