I have a Dream
well technically i HAD a dream and it was where i wrote a post already so thats why i didnt write a new one because i dreamt that i already had untill it came to today and i came to look and there was no new post...so here it is yay!
so yeah of late i havent been too well and i know taht you know it, I've kinda been on the edge just with so many things that i need to be doing or people im trying to help and i want to thank you all for what you have done for me, and after last night its made me appreciate that fact that my friends care for me so much i dont mean it in the way that i never appreciated you guys before because that bullshit i have always appreciated my friends! its just now i sorta realise that even though i have my stubborn dickheaded moments friends are all i have and i need you guys more that i ever have before... i dont want this to make you worry this is just to let you know that im ok, and i know a few of you are really worried but im ok, im not going to hurt myself i cant not after all of this shit its not worth it so im sorry that i have made some of you really really worry... but thank you for caring so much!
umm yeah so im home today i need a break yes, I, CJ, am taking today off for 'CJ time' its not worth pushing myself to an extreme anymore i have my friends, and im sorry its taken so long to realise it... but thank you for opening my eyes!
posted by CJ @ 8:57 am
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15 Comments:
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yay :)
friends are awesome.
very very glad you're ok :)
and haha, nice dream :P
Awesome! Go CJ time! Do you realise that this is the first time in since I can't remember how long that I haven't told you to go to sleep? Yay CJ!
hahah so true flux! how did the practice go?
yeah i thought it was a good dream sez thanks for the Hoorahs
and thanks chantal yes CJ time.. hahah and its ok to admitt that your a lesbian :P
and just incase anyone else reads this and thinks that chantal and i are either against lesbians or paying them out thats not how it is, its just an on going joke so yeah ppl dont be offended and if you are well try and lighten up and stop being so hypnotised by political correctness because its ridiculous...
now im pissed off
please dont anyone click on the above comment its a rude and vulger spam or its just some one i know playing a horrible prank... either way no one go to it i need to delete it but im going to make a complaint first....but if it is one of my friends ideas of a fucked up joke please delete it off of my blog before i make a complaint
that is just sick. i dont mind that its on my blog, since i KNOW hugh AND james, but, [as far as i know...], cj knows neither of them, so get the fuck of HER blog too. NOW.
thanks sez
you're welcome.
why dont you come on MSN?
hey guys, i wouldn't worry, i realise it sucks to get that but look at their favourite movies (hint hint one of them is bear sex- cj you wouldn't get it but sez might.. i dunno).
thanks lib, its just offencive more then anything...but im not too worried about it, thanks for the comment.
yeh i know how it can be offensive- i went through it about a year ago actually. in fact repetitively over last summer. although noone actually said they would rape me... just other stuff that i can't actually remember now. (my memory is sometimes good like that!). thanks for the comment too, at the moment i am feeling unloved due to no emails, no friends being online and no comments on my blog so it really made my day!- lib
yeah, i kinda get the bear sex thing, i've heard stories :P
and i couldnt come on msn coz i knew that if i did then i would never leave and i had to go to town :( i'm sorry!! but i'll be on shortly, but i have to tidy my room first...
ok thats cool take your time iv got to go feed the guess but thatll take like 2 mins :P
sorry sez if you did come online i feel bad its just that mum and dad came home and im suppose to be resting not sitting on the internet... hopefully you will come back online later tonight
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