Heartbeat

this post has absolutely nothing to do with heartbeat i just couldnt think of nething to use as a title! so now that im back from my sick spell i realise that...i shoulda had more time off...but neways imback now so alls well enuf for the time being!

ok u know the theory that everyone one has an identical twin on the other side of the earth? well i think that i believe that this is true and i know that me being a philosopher i should believe in hypothesis untill there is evidence that it is right but shmeh stuff it i think that its true coz i think that iv met mine in the chatroom thing...good website (thanks chantal)..but yes we r so alike its kinda freaky at times but its pretty funny most of our convos just consist of giggles and lols so yeah its very interesting i dont know her name but i call her ADP great girl (but then i could be biast) but yeah shes really nice and really interesting to talk to! isnt it funny how the ppl in this chatroom dont know me but they feel happy enuf to just open up and bare all! its insane but its great! dont u agree chantal? but yeah ummm so iv mande a couple of friends like inluv hes a bit annoying but hes really nice deep down once u get to know him! i dont know if he has a little crush on me lol i dont think so but it would be funny if he did!
i know that chantal has mentioned a couple of ppl from this chatroom on her blog but they r all really nice ppl some r dick heads at time and dont take other ppl into consideration...

and u feel really bad wen u upset someone without meaning too...i havent dont that yet but iv seen other ppl do it...yeah that website brings u back down to reality i must admit...

but yes so ill give u the brief rundown on wats been goin on...
last week (2 weeks ago) just mopped about in my own world apologised to a few ppl for my behaviour and then mopped even more...
and this last week i was ok on monday really good like hyper high...
tuesday i got really down and ended up getting a huge hug from my IT teacher who then sat me down in his study and just let me talk about wats been goin on and then he told me wats been goin on with him and how u just have to keep goin...so then he went and taught and i sat in his office for 3 hrs listening to his music and chatting to chantal...then morgan (wonder boy morgan) came into the room and i burst into tears and he just looked at me apologeticly then hayze(IT teacher made him leave) then i sat on the comp the rest of the arvo!
umm wednessday was alright because it was only half a day of classes...then a pretty much free arvo...umm bianca cracked it with me (lol how ironic) then everything just went back to sulking...
thursday i had 3 SACs which took 4 out of 6 lessons...so i was really edgy that day! umm then i saw Cici that nite (middle skool friend) really nice girl funny as hell and she treats me like a friend...so say her and she gave me a hug...
then friday i had 2 SACs fought with a priest and sat on the comp half the day then played pool for 2 hrs straight...which was god practice even tho the yr 12 guys wanted turner to strip if he lost to me but i tol them that id already seen it so it didnt matter...(no nothing like that u dirty ppl hes done daks b4 so if a guy looses they have to ((depending on how many balls they lost buy)) run around without pants on) so yeah...umm then i had to apologise to turner and that was hard...trying to get the friendship back...
and then today lol i got in shit coz i went thro a red light and i played chicken with a car...
mmm yes neways later ppl