i want to write something i really do...i just dont know wat or how...im sorry im not really worth ur time or this internet space...im in a big slump at the moment as i sit here with the tears welling up but i wont cry i cant...im sorry that im not the person u think i am...and im sorry that im putting u throught this...i hate the fact that no-one here even notices...i can be with my friends but the whole time im cold bitter and totally alone...
sorry