watching me slip

so once again im in a spare i got one for english because she has a report writing day or some bullshit thing like that... so im sitting in the IPM labs and i have shit all to do im angry im sad and im worried... i have been trying to think about my future and its all a big arsed blank there is nothing there and its really annoying.. i cant see myself doing anything being anyone and its fucking annoying... sorry but this post is just going to be me venting because i am seriously fuming right now and i have no where to go to let it out.. ok im mainly pissed off because my head hurts like all buggery because i slipped over yesterday and hit it on a desk and cracked it open and there was blood and now its bruised and everyone reckons i have concussion i reckon im grumpy and non responsive. so yeah my head hurts i havent slept properly like a full 6 hrs sleep for over 3 months... i feel like im falling off the edge of a cliff i look like i have... so im listening to my rock music as always and my ear is aching again... my eardrum was bleeding this morning i dont know why it was it just was so im kinda worried abotu that... but meh... my IPM SAC has gone missing... its a mystery i dont understand it... my head hurts again.. ok im going to go now that iv bitched and moaned for so long