Silence

well as most/all of u know im a moody little person and the past few days hasnt been any different as im assured some of u would know having to put up with either my bad mouthing or my complete and utterly blatent disrespect for ur opinions...so im sorry but there is a reason behind it but i wont bore u with such details but yeah i didnt know wat to write but recently iv been asked if im insane becoz iv been really indecisive in my moods....
does ne1 else get like this? or is it just the psychopathic woman typing?
i dunno i know that this is a crap post but for some reason i dont want to stop typing i dunno i think Chris will understand wat i mean wen i say that its kinda theraputic... but yeah im just so tired of the only conversations being the ones in my head...and im sick of the bitterness and cruelness of others...they dont know wat life is like but they like to act like they do i just wish that reality would strike them down like a hammer hitting a nail....argh...
i just wish everyone i love could be happy and enjoy life!
i want to help the ppl that i care for but im so sick and tired of ppl being arogant little brats who have the world and if they only opened their eyes they would be blinded by it! (this statement is not in relation to neone who comments on this blog)
y is it that ppl that dont have issues think that their little discrepentcies are the most important thing in the world whereas those that really do have problems just struggle on with their ever burdening life but never admitt defeat untill they r truely beat?

i dont get it...